My stomach is killing me and I'm friggin' hot. Thank goodness I was just "allowed" to turn on the A/C. I've never slammed all the windows shut so fast!
I'm sitting here, staring..alternating between the monitor and the window...in which I can see 1 house covered in Christmas lights.
I'm so searching for the Christmas spirit but I feel like it has left me. That really bums me out. I mean, Christmas is MY time of year. My mom named me after Christmas ( after the Holly Tree- I explain because it seems to confuse ppl when I say that...I guess they are thinking, that would make it Christine or something...)
This is twice in my life that I have had a broken heart at Christmas. My mother has always told me I fall too fast and too hard. I guess she is right. Why can't someone fall hard for me?
(queue the weepy violin music)
I understand completely Holly. I tend to fall in love hard and end up getting my heart broken.
ReplyDeleteNot sure why. I am loyal, honest, dedicated, romantic (At least in my own way), mostly domesticated (I do laundry, clean, iron etc.), I can cook and I have a job. What more could you ask for.
Still I can't seem to find someone that wants me, rather than some greek god that can't do didly squat around the house and loves themselves more than life.
I am getting to the point of feeling that there is no one out there that dosen't want to grind up a bottle and inject the glass splinters directly into my heart.
Well I am glad there is someone you understands. I think we should start a club ;)
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